here today and gone tomorrow

2010-01-19T02:14:00.002+08:00

I've went to Wordpress. Find me if you can! ;D

2009-08-12T20:13:00.006+08:00

yeah, my blog had been dead. busy, you know? haha.

last sunday was cool, after service we went to eat ben and jerry's. yup, then all of a sudden, ivan sang the birthday tune with a cake in his hands. lol, was blur then and didnt know it was for me, haha. it must had been expensive! a small tub of ice cream already cost 7dollars. but yeah it was delicious, creamy chocolate with the fragrant brownie loaded cake, yum! Thanks guys.

today physics test. haha wasted 10mins daydreaming. i thought fatimah say bell ring then start, but it was bell ring 'then collect paper', knock head, so yeah-.- . then i turn around all start liao, i kanjiong only sia. :)

muahaha tomorrow is my birthday. haha so thick skin. yeah, 4more hours. look out!

gotta do art and chem stuff lo. haha bye!

ps. zhonghong; see first.

2009-02-22T21:32:00.004+08:00

Well, its a week since it happened. But, here goes, saw Miss Tan and Mr Ong somewhere in upper east coast together. Yes, on valentines day. She let down her hair and they seem, well, happy. Never mind, not really that big of a deal anyway.

This week was rather frustrating. Wonder if i should back down, if that would be better for me. I want to focus, don't want to let down anyone, including me. Oh man, i feel so negative. Forget what i said, the exams really got to me.

Well anyway, began to draw on the canvas. Springfield was cheapskate, had to use a used one. Those people gave up halfway and had those cream white paint over it. Still exposing the awful details. Well, it was not really that pleasant. Ah, what the heck. I don't care.

Yesterday dreamed of myself crying my heart out, I felt good after that though. Something i had not done subconsciously or consciously. And this is its interpretation; To dream that you are crying, signifies a release of negative emotions that is more likely caused by some waking situation rather than the events of the dream itself. Your dream is a way to regain some emotional balance and a way to safely let out your fears and frustrations. In our daily lives, we tend to ignore, deny, or repress our feelings. But in our dream state, our defense mechanisms are no longer on guard and thus allow for the release of such emotions.�

2008-12-17T19:09:00.000+08:00

I'm sick.. fever. Gonna die soon.

2008-12-15T14:58:00.002+08:00

Well,

Aren't they adorable? Potato and Chocolate. Its quite ironic, eating either of their names, and they die..

2008-10-20T20:41:00.004+08:00

Today was school day, and i didn't attend for it. I had overslept.

woke up at 7.30am, and i didn't felt like going. Heard that they had done some CPR stuff today. I'm not giving my first kiss to a dummy! Haha.

Met up with the people at KFC, went to do street evangelism. To our surprise, springfielders are all dead. None were seen around. So we decided to try our luck at Tampines mall, but to no avail.

After that, we splited. Met Purdee at the Macdonald, she wanted to talk, the horror! So we roamed around the place searching for a destination to have our stomach filled.

We reached "Han's". Do i have a lot to say about the place. The air-con was low, the food was ok; but expensive and poor service. Purdee said she was going to treat me, wow. So i got turkey, and she got alfredo; a type of noodle. To my expectancy, she just wanted to talk about, well anything. After eating the coffee cake, "today's soup", toast and the choice of our own, we felt sick. Not being disgusting of the things we ate, but being super full to that very point. In conclusion, I lowly recommend anyone to eat there.

We then went to guardian to buy her water bottle. After that we went to the Sport's hall where Jocelyn, Andrew, Joel, Kelvin and Nicholas Zheng were present to play badminton. Purdee stayed while i went back.

Harvest contacts, here we come!

2008-10-16T19:44:00.003+08:00

Firstly, madeline forced me to do this.

Yes ah, exams are finally over.

First time study till so hard, but hey its where i promote or drop; important moment. Really hope that ill be able to pass, but let nature take its course, haha.

Haha now is like so relax, so happy to have nothing to do and just lie there, doing nothing-.- A lot things have happened during this time, Andrew's wedding, zone service, etc.

Wanna tell myself that I'm fine again. I'm not going to get affected at all. But am i really able to brave through that wilderness and not get hurt again?

You give and You take, and still I'll say " blessed be Your name".

2008-09-27T23:22:00.003+08:00

Today's cell was a combined one, with 6.5.

Prico was supposed to preach today, but today was special, no preaching.

Today made me thinking of where we are and what we should do. Transformation is definitely something we ought to capture and succeed in.

After cell, we went out to have dinner at East Point, Long John Silver.

They were holding some sort of goldfish competition, they were jaw-droppers. The fishes were fat and mostly looked like they can swim no more. It was funny.

Afterwards, we went to the Pet Safari. It made me think of something, a longing.

Monday is going to be the day where it determines my fate. It was English, what will happen if I fail? That, I do not want to know or experience. It was also Social Studies. I really have to buck up and start studying.

Where's the faith?

2008-09-23T19:16:00.003+08:00

Today was a rather stupid day.

This morning, the guys demanded me to lead worship. Of course i resisted, and till I did, it was really disastrous. I have to go again tomorrow, oh no...

P.E was again lame, with the silly games. We took hold of the whole basketball court. If we can't use it, no one can!

There were like stations of games for us, as we were separated as groups. Yup, we cheated and fooled around. Mr Lim was telling us off a lot of time, haha.

Mrs Mushroom Tang kind of lecture us during chemistry. She threatened us of closing our class, evil women!

Afraid of failing. Afraid of disappointing people. Got kind of motivated after her speech? Well, maybe a little.

A part of me missed you today. A part of me don't want you away.

Amazing grace

2008-09-22T20:15:00.005+08:00

no time to post, i apologize for that.

Saturday was quite an amazing day. the baptism service was like the same as the last. Purdee, Madeline, Elaine, Weijie and me went to some jetty in east coast to fish. the sky was filled with clouds that gave us peace and the sea was rather calm. well, everyone was thirsty and i was assigned to carry out the task of getting water. i managed to caught up with Ivan, we went to KFC. unluckily, the tap in the toilet was too small. so we went to the outside tap, Ivan filled his bottle and poured it into the water dispenser. after a hefty number of pouring, it was finally full. thanks a lot Ivan.

we even tried to catch crabs with the 'crab net' and baited with the decomposing fish we prepared earlier. haha everyone was enjoying themselves, we even managed to catch 2 fishes, but was really tiny in size. everyone was enjoying their hearts out. unfortunately, it started to drizzle heavily, we hid from it in the tent. after it ended, we thought that it was about time to leave the place. Madeline, Elaine and me left first as Madeline had to reach home before 6. so we bade our goodbyes to Purdee and Weijie and proceed to leave. time seemed to past rather fast and Madeline was in frustration. so we decided to take a cab to reach the destination on time. so yeah, that was about the happenings of that day.

today was normal, except that they claimed that I'm supposed to lead worship tomorrow. today took my IC, felt like I've grown upon receiving it, haha too exaggerating.

You are the way, the truth and the life.

2008-09-19T17:02:00.005+08:00

hello people! its been a really really really long time since i posted. many things had occurred during the extended period.like I'm going to be included in being the zone's administration team, it was a extensive surprise to me. its definitely going to be exciting. but the question still lingered in my thoughts, why me?

ivan finally cuts his precious mane. furthermore, it was by a well-known and professional person; purdee hon! i was more overwhelmed by the bravery of ivan's to allow her to touch his hair than cutting his locks. it was amazing watching bits of hairs falling off his hair to form a weirdly shaped back. the reason was just to portray a good image for the job of his; tuition.

RSS planned to destroy 200 churches in orissa and BJP planned to kill 200 pastors. like what i read from nicholas blog, we really need to pray for them. let them be hidden in God's wings. prayer is the easiest and one of the most powerful things a person can do, so why not do it?

the current past-time game for me is gunbound! re-experiencing the joy of shooting in degrees and wind changes. i wonder how long this can last.

today was amazing, but i don't half remembered what i did in school. outreach was cool, zikang, prico, madeline, elaine, lucas, weijie, yongcong and me were the few going. i was amazed that zikang actually did what he said and came. the walk to Tamasek Polytechnic was quite pleasant until zikang pushed me to an old lady, it was weird. after we crossed the road, zikang dashed across the road again, making me chase him, it was again weird and disturbing. the walk to the basketball court was ok until zikang lay on the floor and claimed to desiring to sun bath and sleep. after that he came into the court, but after awhile went running away with his bag. haha, as usual, he arrived back and enjoyed the game. tomorrow is going to be a baptism service and we are having cell outing after that. gonna enjoy my hearts out before enduring in the tedious preparation for the end of year exam.

without Him, I'm nothing.

oh ya, ate out yesterday. yum:D

2008-09-04T18:40:00.003+08:00

today went out to tamasek polytechnic. got purdee, madeline, wendy, serkit, elain and weijie. haha, to practice.. captains ball! ok, its for a reason ok!? stop laughing. saturday after zone service going to have a cell inter game. and yup its captains ball. so the intense training was rather fun, haha. after that went to the canteen to eat. got the black pepper chicken cutlet rice, it was rather huge. ate till stomach pain-.- after that fooled around and went on our hunt for wendy's car.. haha let the pictures talk.

2008-09-01T16:18:00.004+08:00

ok yeah, long time no blog, internet a little crazy. so yup was happy with my results, two top express; art and pure literature, and one top class; chinese. passed all except maths, haha quite expected. but combined humanities i passed sia, erm both social studies and history was failed terribly by me and yup, i passed. -.- weird. so a tally of the marks:
English- 54.1
Chinese- 74.0
Mathematics- 44.0
Science[Phy,Chem]- 57.8
Combines Humanities[S,H]- 53.9
Pure Literature- 62.7
Art- 88.0
ok so saturday was quite a disaster, me with preaching ain't friends. man got to practice more, but how, haha. holiday are starting, homework emerged too. see how la, going to do or not, got feel then do lo. currently statue, bored! haha see how it goes la.

2008-08-15T20:32:00.003+08:00

was busy with the exams lately so cannot post. 13august was my birthday and do i have a lot to say. just thanks to the ones who celebrated during morning. so yeah was actually prepared with what their planning. so morning walked to school, then i took noticed on the table where we celebrated weijies birthday. haha thought they will change place, then think saw ivan with a box. but blur blur de, then ivan call me "woih", lol recognized his voice. decided to not spoil things and closed one eye and ignore his callings. went up to 3g classroom, yup it was empty. so i very guai de, took out history book study. then weijie came, say go hall, everyone there. then he say going to talk to tockkong. haha they locked the gate, so went downstairs. saw weijie walking away from tockkong. LOLS! so until the staircase at the recess there then he saw me, haha. i tell him lock liao, then he call me go up. nicholas upstairs? but the gate there also lock... so no way to go in. so just sat on the stairs and began studying again, amazing huh. so waited till quite long, heard weijies voice call me go down. saw the rest, he say do street e. but weijie say bus stop a lot people, so go do there. ermm, i walk past that bus stop everyday, quite empty-.- then they instead walked the narrow and muddy pave instead of the wide and dry one. great.. then say dont have liao, so go back. lol after that then went to where ivan is. so yeah theres a cake and purdee in her suit? was there too. so they say want pray, haha then ivan push a piece of cake on my mouth, expected haha. yeah thanks a lot for doing that guys, appreciate it. yup and got birthday taopok that day.

so today was math paper, was literally sweating upon doing it. too nervous or something la. yeah already know lost 15marks, 10 more and i fail. today also got back the literature paper, 17/25. mans one more mark then highest, stupid la second. outreach today, weather was hot.

the outreach

zi kang went crazy and slept on the floor. he got sunburned-.-

2008-08-10T20:54:00.002+08:00

today the church was holding a national day event. so left home like eleven. took a bus there, on the bus got one siao ting tong anyhow say things like. "got follow olympics?", "emm, you look like a music lover", "stay in tampines?", "where you going?", "what church?". i all he ask give only, ahhhhh-.- laaaa, orhhh. but stopped when he ask "you stay street what huh?", then i like "why you need to know sia!?" then he say casual chatting only. like i want chat with you like that! he also got a pervertic look, haha skinny, wear singlet, long hair. weirddd. so it was like a huge relieve when he alighted. so met the guys at parkway there, awhile then go le. then went to talk talk lo.

when we reached cornerstone, then boliao wait. suddenly ivan from dont know where pull out hair spray, yeah, red. so everyone when chaotic and went spraying on one anothers hair. until it finished, but it wasnt the end... muahaha. ivan went to buy another one, LOLS! haha so yeah the fun begins all over again. the amosphere in the auditorium was like a pack of wowness. the spirit in it was super high la. and there are like goodie bags and stuff. so when it started everyone was already in the 'high mode' super hyped up already. so went singing national day songs and of course praise and worship were not missed. and in a glance, they started singing the singapore anthem. everyone sang, haha i long time never sing liao. a little weird, but it was really a fun event. pastor nicky was the preacher today and yup, his classic "hellloo?" and "am i making sense to you?" were definitely not left behind in india. after the service, announced that there are no classes today, so haha can go helps le. my shoes were soaked during it. after that we decided to go roxy square to eat, was doing boliao stuff all the way. so went to take bus after they ate, prico bought the coloured suger biscuits. remember? the one that during the breaks in kindergarden where we were given like ten each. haha they are scrumcious. but ate too much then felt like vomiting-.- haha stupid me. was already late so decide not to go for the 2h gathering bbq. lol, haha fun day anyway.

2008-08-08T18:31:00.004+08:00

yup. its like a decade since i posted. common test start liao sia, yesterday pure lit. ok ok la, normal lor. haha. today school celebrated national day, do some boliao stuff. might as well call it off as a school holiday. so school ended early, about 10.45. so we met up with the guys to go outreach but go eat first. on the way they see girl then call me flirt with her -.- yeah, cause im "alFLIRT" as they called, that was weird. so on the way saw an enormous snail -.- ok la. and then nicholas call serkit come, yup, killed the snail. haha a little idiotic. after that as i left tamasek, walk till cc there liao. madeline suddenly call say her wallet with me, lol i remembered checking if i got took anyones thing. then had to walk all the way back with my growling stomach, was hungry. found out i enjoyed talking to myself, dont think i mental hor, actually very fun leh, walk home time pass faster. also noticed that everytime i leave the house, ill think " what if i die" and then ill remember the last thing i said before leaving, rather stupid. then cross road will see the car drive pass me and then think what if i die from that car, and then will think if i walk faster then will tio bang liao. walk under hdb flats will also think that something will fall then crush me and die or paralysed. dont think i saddist hor-.-. but will very fast forgot about it le, short term memory. haha, friend name i also can forget sia :D haha so it was a stupid day with stupid happenings.

2008-07-11T19:53:00.002+08:00

today started my day with "Opti-Free Replinish Multi- Purpose Disinfecting Solution!" so my contacts were wonderful! haha ok that was weird. so street Eed this morning, going around classes. yes, i was late again, about five minutes, will work on waking up de. the day was rather normal, had chinese spelling today. haha feels like primary school, sorry, i cheated -.- art today was boring, i wasnt late! at last. miss lim didnt come today, so a little infomation about her, shes a function designer? who earns like ten, zero zero zero dollars a month,ten thousand, WOW! and yeah she was like stress cause like every five minutes need to come up with a new design. but hey, bosses buy her expensive, hotels water. ok she said it tasted like normal de. bummer. usually asked her to help me touch up and teach me stuff la, miss ong always go inside her tiny, and HOT! [seriously, was in it like five minutes and was like literally sweating] room. but hey, started to respect her more le, she seems to be a pro artist. so after school went for outreach, was ok la. my head got hitted for two times, haha ball magnet. and fell for two times, think cause got a little rain. feet also got blisters. haha but it was worth well? tomorrow going to invite for the RAD- neuben gens in orchard road! haha yeah its gonna be great.

2008-07-05T23:59:00.003+08:00

haha today was the first 6.7 cell. madeline opened her house. so we met then talk while waiting for people, then suddenly purdee ask,"zikang leh". yeah my eyes almost pop out, so went crazy. yup he was in the watson? i think. then after we got on bus and then went down, after walk a few sec, something was missing. ZIKANG! ya, he went hiding behind the pole at the busstop. haha so was like sticking my eyes on him throughout the journey. after reach le, found out we dont have any blueteck, so madeline, zikang[bad choice] and me went down. so i was locking the lock, then turn back.. yes, zikang went missing! oh man, he got in the lift liao. so madeline and i choing down, and went frantic. searched one shop then went to another, haha he was like see me the run. so after that, lead him, like a prisoner, back. and yeah we prayed, after that serkit was like dying liao. so purdee, or you can call her, CELL LEADER, decided to play games. so madeline suggested the 'trust' game, but it was boring and lame! and then we decided on handiplus, a classic. so yeah, justina and madeline was beside me. game havent start started pinching and hitting me liao, ok it was not the serious like ok. so yeah, forget about the no hit girl rule! its hitting time, muahahaha. so yeah hitted them a couple of time. so after that, justina went crazy and started pinching me, and i hitted her head, haha it was actually fun.

so all of a sudden someone say "BLOCK CATCHING!" and everyone started agreeing. so actually ia weijie but he say leg pain,lol. then its ME! haha. so everyone scatted, ok the rules, only can in 4th and 5th floor and all catch le go back the house. so yeah started combing the place. the saw zikang and nicholas chua. haha they ran into a dead end. so caught them. then go 4th floor. then zikang was like talking to someone, the wall hid their faces, so he was like [in chinese] "no need scared, he go downstairs liao" was in full view looking at him, then like ran up and went "RAWW!" haha it was justina, madeline and shantini. so madeline went front,shantini right and justina left. decided with justina and yeah she too ran in to a dead end, HAHA! so went down and all was missing. then saw shantini and madeline at the other side and went crazy and ran like siao. they like ahhhhhh! thought catch liao then madeline ran through a hole and goes " havent touch me, havent catch lor" and of course! i chased. and managed to touch her head-hole. haha was aiming for that. so justina, madeline and nicholas chua helped in finging them, they cheated! so combed the whole 3th to 9th floor. haha zikang go buy icecream. so nicholas chua say saw weijie downstairs. so went down but couldnt find. so yeah they came back eventually. zikang finished his icecream, and bought another one. LOLS! so serkit went running to the other block across the road. ermm, block catching go other block, like can find like that! and weijie dont know with gavin peng go where la. cheaters man, haha but its FUN!. all sweated their hearts out and was like laughing bewildly all the way.

so yeah, after that was praise and worship. serkit while playing dropped the pick, but hey! its better than dropping in the guitar hole THREE times in a row, [no offence if it was you and reading. haha!] but yeah serkit did a really good job today. so purdee started preaching and our cells vision is, having a heart like God. and yeah it was a great message, and weijie added on, it was great too :D so after that purdee and weijie prayed for us and i shared to zikang about my testimonial and about jesus la, so i finally asked him if he wanted to accept Jesus into him like. and he went dont know no matter what i say. so asked if he wanted to go for tomorrow service, he say cannot, family day. wondered why so many people got family day sia, i like very little go out with family de lor, mostly is days like chinese new year and stuff la.

so we ended the cell and went out going to tampines mall. was like talking crap on the way, so justina went 'put' and madeline bag spoiled. madeline was like giving the, shit! and 'nevermind la' face, yup complicated. so we went to the food junction then after they finished, zikang say want go toilet. because he forever carry the bag de mah, so dont have got suspicion about it. but decided to follow instead, true enough, while walking to the toilet, the lift opened and yeah, zikang ran in. of course i followed, zikang was like squezzing to a corner behind a guy, yeah he was touching the guy, like yeah SQUEZZE! so the guy like "never mind, i cover you." and i was like diao! zikang covered him face and looked innocent so yeah, noticed the guy and his friends giving me the look like i going kidnapped zikang or i bully like that. ok so after he exited the lift, he say need go home, i say go home together la, all also want go home liao. so he say his mother call him need go home, well cannot argue with that mah. so i bided my goodbyes and saw him go out, went to mac and bought a vanilla icecream cone, wow! hes really crazy about icecream. so yeah he say next week also coming for the basketball outreach, but will be late cause got st jones. so yeah,after that went back and went to the playground on tampines mall there with justina, madeline and serkit. so was like acting like kids la, all jump here jump there, climb and justina was laughing like crazy. so played the spin thing also, haha will cause vomittation[isit a word?] de. haha so after that ivan, yongcong and prico came. i stayed awhile then go le. just found out madeline, yongcong and justina three minutes after then go, lol should have went with them. so after went home, justina say call her, lol he on bus very bored and then talked like for 20mins? then after that ate and bathe then on computer, justina say call her again, haha and then we chatted online and talked on phone, haha. pikachu! haha tomorrow still need meet justina, madeline and yongcong at near school de caltex at 7.30am. haha hope never overslept. super fun day.

2008-07-04T22:43:00.004+08:00

hahaha yeah today was normal. after recess suddenly remembered i forgotten to take bag-.- then after that choing class, only i forget bring bag, yeah thats amazing. so went to find hongky, i tell him then he anyhow say tmd. oh man, i just laughed it off. haha his face enough make me forget about it lo. yeah ms ong and the WHOLE art class saw me walking away from the art room, great.. well, i got off the hook anyway, and get cookie! yay for ms neo! yeah, after school was outreach and wow, the people were like mountains. ok yeah alot. and look what ZIKANG went too! oh man, that was a pleasent surprise. normally he see me would just scream and run. or cover his face. so ya, everyone was like having fun. then suddenly zi kang want go home then i follow, haha then he suddenly go eat chicken chop, i STARED. yup he complaint, and yeah it was funny, so he found me irritating. then showed him pictures of someone and well he laughed, so exchanged photos and talked, then he agree go tomorrow cell. so we went to play more basketball, but zikang sad cause cannot get the ball the tell me dont want go cell le. well, passed him all the balls i get and yeah he smiled and was happy. and yeah his coming for cell tomorrow. haha hope he'll accept jesus into his life.

name: ZIKANG
hp: UNLIMITED
mp: NONE
power: KICKING PEOPLE
ability: SUPER HYPER!
job: TAEKWONDO[GREEN BELT]
AND ST JONES
height: SHORT
size: THIN
hair: SHORT
likes: TAKING EMBARRASING PHOTOS

2008-07-02T22:51:00.003+08:00

haha beginning to love art class again. at last do SOMETHING. yeah maths was terrible, teacher talk talk talk, i got listen! but blur like siao. then tell ms lau lor, then she give me the diao face. haha then say if i want one to one study with her lor, then decide le tell her. after school went to meet weijie, nicholas, justina, madeline and yongcong. saw ivan at the back gate there, all like normal normal, like only me dont know meeting ivan-.- so we went to macdonald first. they eat finish liao then went upstairs of the cc. yeah everyone was a bit too hype up. so ivan talked about unity and stuff la. after that played handiplus, polarbear and red indians. it was fun :D so yeah then all siao a bit more then go home lo.

art teacher MISS ONG!! look at the nose. crankey!

2008-06-27T19:44:00.007+08:00

man. art classes now are pathetic, the teacher change from mr siva to ms ong[the face like rotiprata, plastic sergery fail that one]. yeah she was boring sia, her class like do nothing de lor. literally doing nothing.
next time you see her, look at that nose and point and laugh. no offence to those who love her, yeah right. was suppose to pass up maths and chinese holiday homework [which i didnt do] today. suprisingly, none said anything about it. outreach today was good, many people came.

springfield v.s st.hildas. we won:D

2008-06-14T21:18:00.003+08:00

while this blog gets deserted. the postings will start, ok sometimes. some things were going the 'ahhhhhhhhh' [sorry for that] way for me and getting desperate for well stuff. holidays come and goes so yeah it going to be gone soon. homeworks were not to be done, as usual, well maybe a miricle will happen where magical elfs come and help! -.- thats stupid ok. fighting fish are now ruining my life. haha, they are a bunchful of wowness. just look at those babes man. opaque white and plantinum white fighting fish would be nice as gifts dont YOU [points finger at you] think? yeah ok getting a little wonkers.

[smiles deviously]

2008-04-12T12:11:00.002+08:00

wednesday:
weijie was sick that day, recess idiotly went outside his class 'meet' him. nawawi got caned. haha he wore like four layer of pants at first, stripped to pe. history was stupid, the relief come then say stupid stuff, in stupid class, aiya stupid person. after that went to meet kah wai and madeline with nicholas to go meet ivan. then eat, talk then go nicholas house. the whole time was feeling weird, very weak. still go eat mua cheh after that. checked temperature after reached home, 38.5degree. fever. choinging vitimin c, pipagao and panaldol. thinking if can run bedok reservoir or not-.- slept awhile. and a weird dream occured again.

slept then saw was tied by a lot of the hospital pipe thing. a lot people surround me. then mother came[real life] and calm me. after that she say i say a lot siao thing. then suddenly trapped in ice with a few people. they all like got fever. then inside can watch movie de, very comfortable. then someone like answer three question corrctly then can exit the place cured. ok it was super weird.

the last time got fever dreamt about some ferris wheel. scary de. yup my brains fried then.

thursday:
went school. ate panaldol dizzy the whole day.

friday:
bedok reservoir run. was still weak but want run. so meet morning prayer under ivan block. then went there, rain. all dismissed. super happy. went take wrong bus. the whole long journey was boring. then go tampines mall the mac meet huimei, sinyee and their class de, saw serkit, yi sheng, brandan and a few there. then went home. slacked then met weijie, kahwai and madeline go bugis. saw sureen there. slipper broke, yup horrible. bought a bag. go eat, then beach road. bought slipper. then ya. something like that.

2008-04-07T22:04:00.004+08:00

dont know how, when and why it happened.
was getting so frustrated this few weeks. all of a sudden shout liao, ive changed, somehow. and i hated that feeling. will it last? no idea. like today see fatimah, talk awhile then felt a sense to shout? wapiang, was like super angry all of a sudden. thoughts flow pass after that, ok la mostly angry, she took my file. and then a little sad and maybe guilty. i felt that really i was in the wrong, talked to miss lau later on. was still angry and she called me to calm down. talked awhile and somehow calmed down a little, she then when in to take the file. she not sure fatimah got put inside or not la, so call me dont high hopes. then she went out with the file, suddenly smile a little. yup im weird. then i think she saw also happy a bit, also called me to say sorry to mdm F [victim is still to young to be named] -.- tomorrow. somemore ivan told me to behave like a leader man. if kah wai saw what i did, will he respect me? i dont think so. speaking about him, like he tio kidnapped like that. he missed two weeks of service and cell le leh. then today didnt come school. something must be done.

cheers to joyous fellings and bye to anguish.

Head down let it all soak in,
Trace the pain to where it began,
Hold my breath say a prayer,
No responce no ones there,
Tears swell up to fill my eyes,
No one here to see my cries,
Grab a pen to ease my pain,
to pull myself from the pouring rain,
The emptyness subsides if I swallow it down,
Seems to go easy with a bottle of crown,
But the hell returns each coming day

2008-03-28T16:11:00.003+08:00

yo yo.
thinking of starting my holidays homework. erm. well today have outreach, was being hiong ok! basking under the sun was great. haha amos got super taopok today, was like on and on and on. like he want die liao xP yeah man tomorrow got sherperd's class le, yes ah!

yesterday was weird. was super tired when reached home and slept from five pm to twelve thirty am, lol. ate my dinner at one plus? bathe at two, do homework at two plus. dont know, about three 'accidently' sleep. and had a super weird dream, here goes.

found myself in seven eleven, but had a huge bed in it. no cashiers there, then dont know why started doing homework?! interesting? suddenly saw my grandmother knocking on the window, call me go out-.- packed my bag but somehow cannot pack finish. the shop cashier suddenly pop out from under the cashier table. haha! chase me out ]: so went out, grandmother gone. prico suddenly pop infront of me say 'my eyes not pain liao!' super weird [her eyes pain in the REAL life]. started running auto siam bird shit. so kept running till reach home, see the house but over shot. so kept running till sudden stop. took out my handphone, change liao. into better de:D wow, sadly dream. then appear into another dream, something happen in a mall-.- yeah and prico was in it again [prico, i dont miss you!] somthing about missing something, that was some parts i remembered, and the rest was a blur.

woke up at five. continued homework, was chionging it. after that like five forty to fifty went out house, was late for prayer. and yeah interesting day xD

2008-03-19T21:39:00.002+08:00

wow, todays morning was great! purdee came and passed a card with a personal message for everyone and breakfast. wow man just wow, unexpected. yesterday she was like asking about the plans.. she sounded a little abnormal. and yeah the breakfast was a successful one, no one stomach pain or go toilet. nicholas and karmin wasnt there, sad. anyway, thanks a lot purdee!:D

miss lau today was like furious. talk about her mother and stuff, lol. amazing thing was that hair check i never tio leh. wa super happy. after school went to collect the class tshirt, it was ok. BUT why i get xsmall sia, down by 1 size. nicholas also, dont know if the rest are the same. but also never mind la, the shirt also fit. use till sec four-.- scared too small, ah whatever.

2008-03-14T23:02:00.002+08:00

When you dream of camp in years to be,
Above all else you'll prize
Those friendships formed in camping days,
Beneath the open skies

came back from camp. it was siao la, my group won. lol 50dollar ben&jerry coupon, interesting. the dirty games rocks! got eat egg de,egg on hair egg on the back, mud, dark sauce, flour, bitterground, some weird water, tomato and tofu. yeah it was crazy, and we were like doing it in sentosa. open air, all to see. haha we were like freaks la. got sheep liao, but wapiang he like power sia [is change church de] so got experience. dont know can or not. hahaha! tomorrow gonna have batism for nicholas and karmin, david and rachel. nice. think preaching again a week or two from now-.- lols. really felt something from the camp, i think so? hahahaha. the food were great too la, huge portions and unlimited supply of watermelons. chionging it like siao. still super happy won the group thing, always camp my group all last or last two de. and my homework... whole week got activities sia, haha im seriously gonna do leh! haha ya right.

2008-03-11T22:02:00.002+08:00

haha tomorrows gonna go camp liao. ok, holidays is here, hahahahaha. homework piling like hell la. dont know why put feels empty inside of me this feel days. like somethings missing. my walk is kinda ok? today was lol? went to remedial, then busketball and home. its like raining this few days, moody fellings coming back.sian if camp rain then super not fun liao. going sentosa camp, next to construction site.haha peacock's shit gonna be everywhere. heard from genevieve the toilet still need go down stairs? they say sentosa got a lot ghost, hahahahahaa. getting me exicted. going away till friday, dirty games? BRING IT ON!

This feeling inside!
I used to feel it through all my life,
Is not like the same no more.
Tired from complaining and having pity on my self,
All my memories I erased them from my mind,
Lost in my body, lost in my world,
My tongue is exhausted; my tear drops are dry,

2008-03-04T17:30:00.002+08:00

ok, i failed english. thats so bad man.
passed maths, hahahahahha. two years of failing. LOLS!
was emoing this morning. this few days thought how the people cut wrist de.
very interesting. haha, yeasterday was super dissapointing la.
1.5km run was bad sia. baddddddd. gonna die soon.

camps near. haha, touchstone!
purdee was using me to do admin this few weeks.
ok la, it was fun. haha. man.. art this week was bleh too.
teachers are truly monsters sia. so much homework.
almost all subject got leh.

cell was kinda growing. happy la.
but must have more. cell event gotta come soon.
barbercue, haha. preparation like shit like that.
cards i draw also like no use like that-.-
3 more days leh. the play also havent do.
must fifteen minutes sia. ivan think he funny ah.
he also never do like that.
preached last saturday, ivan say too mush point. very boring
was scary la, so many eyes look at me. first time somemore.
haha serkit first time worship i first time preach.
ok gonna go cut myself now...

2008-02-20T21:02:00.002+08:00

ok today was rather boring la.
well. literature was boring.
maths was boring.
socialstudies was boring.
english was boring.
chinese was boring.
haha, sadly my walk was getting dry
getting restless of the things.
im afraid i may fall
hanging on the cliff is what im doing now.
going wacked liao. ahhhh

forcing myself to do maths.
was super happy when passed test.
ok, today slept with contact.
ermm. not good idea,damn dry when taking out.
then went to gym with bro.
was fun la. the people there are like super fit
haha, gotta train. woot!
gotta be running for sports day also.
one.thousand.five.hundred metre.
haha must train speed and edurance.
win for 3i!
serkit going run also.
last year also think he run before.
got first, i think.
must destroy serkit...
destroy.. destroy.
haha, lets see.
its going to be fun lor.
but always competition run got the nervous feel.
hate that feeling la.
then cannot run good. must work on that also. haha
alone run like flying. hahahahaha-.-
stressless, freely de feel.
swimming also that ganjue.
thats why love them both.
mingtianhugenghao.
huimei! O$P$ ah.
put pig head at your door. haha
FHM the best magazine in the market
sell like hotcake. haha
good luck one maths:D
see who get higher in CA1.
like old times.. ok? jiayou buddy!

-alfred

2008-02-13T22:11:00.004+08:00

well today was a rather stupid day.
chaboed with serkit again-.-
found out miss lau check yesterday liao.
haha, i cut liao lor.
miss lau say pass leh!
passsss!
then that pig face fatimah go anyhow
say back too long,
i hate her man.
super pissed off.
then miss lau say tommorrow then send us out check again
that FATIMAH go recess call us out.
serkit rebel then write letter can liao
haiya why i so stupid-.-
go let her cut.
my hair now so ugly le lor.
hair checks are so idiotic la.
so conclude:
fatimah is black-listed.
AHHHHHHHHHHH..!

2008-02-10T19:41:00.000+08:00

today got lollipops. lol
600 of them.
but its for a purpose.
muahahaha. haha!
it was super heavy la.

yesterday was fun.
wake up bout 7 -.-
was so xiguan with the time liao.sad
when running like alone.
then wnt swimmming. leg cramp.hahaha
how did pregnants survive?
everyday leg cramp.haha
ok lar. first leg cramp mah.
after that when eat sushi.
like $50+ super nice(:
after that went for dinner.
with aunt and guys.
so its like a fun day. weeee

sian school study-programm
every day 1hr leh!
tt time can be like so useful la
stupid teacher.
somemore tommorrow i need stay 1 more hr,
means 2hr leh-.-
beta form de fault.

2008-02-07T23:42:00.000+08:00

this year angpao is pathetic la.
like so much diffrent from last year,
all became cheap-skates. haha!
ming tian hui gen hao de!
try all means for angpao, even beg also can.

yesterdays steamboat kinda no cny feel.
all tiam tiam one.
eat also still hungry-.-
feel like changing phones.
should i? haha

2008-02-05T19:01:00.000+08:00

ill like to dedicate this post to beta form!
haha, today got my FIRST beta form.
with, serkit, nicholas, elin, zili, ameline and rachel.
by the one and only mdm hamida! wooo
she so rock huh.
ok.. thats weird. so wondering wat i did?
just basic stuff like pontang and class disrubtion only mah.
haha mdm hardcore when mental-.-
she didnt turn up
so like its relief teacher lar.
he somemore call us go out leh.
he INVITE de lor.
we were banging table and shouting only mah.
thats so not fair lar
haha lit is so fun.
but if get bata form go till ivan then die.
lol he surely shoot us de lor.
all will fall down and die.
still havnt got the exictment down.
beta form i love you!
im going choochoo lar.
going watch xxx liao.
kiddingXD.

2007-11-25T23:49:00.000+08:00

yeah! went to the arcade after service with nicholas and serkit.
ha! nicholas say he can turn his hand 480degree. lol,interesting.
woah, getting a little emo-ist this few days.
thats not good. haha, getting new handphone.
sponsered by preston! just kidding.
its like happy thing but somehow dont feel any joy in it.
or maybe the cause is somewhere else...

2007-11-24T00:07:00.000+08:00

well i was bored.
yeah created new blog. maybe i may update!
wow..