Well, its a week since it happened. But, here goes, saw Miss Tan and Mr Ong somewhere in upper east coast together. Yes, on valentines day. She let down her hair and they seem, well, happy. Never mind, not really that big of a deal anyway.
This week was rather frustrating. Wonder if i should back down, if that would be better for me. I want to focus, don't want to let down anyone, including me. Oh man, i feel so negative. Forget what i said, the exams really got to me.
Well anyway, began to draw on the canvas. Springfield was cheapskate, had to use a used one. Those people gave up halfway and had those cream white paint over it. Still exposing the awful details. Well, it was not really that pleasant. Ah, what the heck. I don't care.
Yesterday dreamed of myself crying my heart out, I felt good after that though. Something i had not done subconsciously or consciously. And this is its interpretation; To dream that you are crying, signifies a release of negative emotions that is more likely caused by some waking situation rather than the events of the dream itself. Your dream is a way to regain some emotional balance and a way to safely let out your fears and frustrations. In our daily lives, we tend to ignore, deny, or repress our feelings. But in our dream state, our defense mechanisms are no longer on guard and thus allow for the release of such emotions.�

